Sitting in office passing time or ?? (haphazard thoughts)

Its 8.56 and am still sitting in office and listening to songs writing this.wondering whether what will i do if i go home. watch TV read a novel and then again watch TV...... most companies have made it their policy that employees should leave home by 6-7 or to be more specific lets follow a 9-5 routine and have a personal life. according to me--there shouldnt be any personal life or personal life. there should be just one life and that should keep on changing.tottaly personal or tottaly professional :):):) . i was just going through one of the blogs where the chap said that he took a long break from office just to have time with himself and indulge himself in the things around. he loved watching movies and so got some of the best collections and watched them. sounds very interesting idea to me.

for me it feels like give me my bed over here and i'll sleep and get up anytime start working and when feel tired just get up relax and again get back to work. i think these are no symptoms of being a workaholic but may be "what will i do at home" symptom(or rather what professional or personal life crap). its better if i go home to sleep and just run back to office as what will i do at home.(living a professional life)

anyways have got some work but dont feel like doing it but enjoy a lot of here and there stuff. like surfin and writing this. anyways i dont feel like doing any work in the office hours too. always the deadliner type of guy but still love wasting time like this. so that goes on to prove that i am not workaholic but alcoholic for sure.

it may or may not be that i dont love what i am doing or may be i am in the wrong job. but things get monotonous at times doing the same heck work. so nothing better than wasting time like this.

felt like going to gym in the evening but came back from half way. why?just didnt feel like going. lazy kinda or something serious creeping in. procrastinator.

have to come over it, have to regualrize my life and things around it. i know u have to but just dont feel like. just decide that there will be a day when i'll start doing it but when will that good day come.

time:-9.19
song:-unforgiven(metallica)
mood:-bland